Talk to the mirror

Sometimes some things that you thought was fade away, was gone, was lost, it never really fading, never go anywhere, it always be there, still be there.

Perhaps it once shifted, but it always there, at the same space. You just do not notice, do not realize. 

It always there at the same place, at the same corner, without bother or ruin anything.

It always there, even though it can't be seen.

Do you ever hear? That sometimes something beautiful can only be felt without being visible.

Yes, that feeling which never really fading, never go anywhere.

Dear God, if I can't, if I have no guts to ask something from your creature, so just let me ask some things to you. 

Just let me know, just let me understand, just give me a sign. So I know what should I do then.

I know that something good won't come easy, but if I could ask, don't let me stand or wait in doubt.

Again?

Some people says, there's love that make you stronger. But idk why it doesn't work to me. I find that loving someone is just like inviting the pain and make me weaker. 

I'm wondering, without can do anything. I do feel something, but I just can't tell you about it.

Yea I may not do something, but it doesn't mean that I won't. I'm just too afraid to start it over and over again.

I adore you anyway, I wish someday you'll know, you'll understand. Before everything is too late.